At Claires :)

Being ever so slightly anti social as Claire and Adele play Crash Bash... well.. it is two player so thats my excuse.
I havent blogged in ages... been busy with exams... and then my brother never seems to let me on the computer anymore. I cant be bothered with it that much if I'm honest.
Im quite happy at the moment. Well I keep changing my mind on that one really.
I'm worried about wasting the holidays and not getting round to doing anything of any vague importance. I want to get this camping trip organised :)
And I want to go to Spain... nice to have some weather you can rely on being nice.

I think I've gotten closer to some people recently, definately realised who's important, I really like my current group of friends... and how ever much I may complain about wanting to meet new people its just me being ungrateful because I really do love them :)
I need to stop being self conscious.. and care less about what people think of me, I'd have more fun that way :)

I cant stand the slight bitchyness there sometimes is with the people i go out with... I hope it gets resolved in a way, or that having space from some people when they go to St Brendans will make them all get along better. I hate two faced ness, I'm not too bad really, i dont think, but I could still be better.

I reallllllyyyyy reallllyyy like the people i've been seeing recently.. this summer despite the weather has been lovely so far because of them. Brand New was amazing with Beth & Sam and Go Dutch's last gig the other night... made me a bit sad at first but I did really enjoy it :)
I want to know how things are going to change next year. I really want everything to work out and not have to compromise my closeness with some people for closeness with others. I hate not having the time.. or managing it well enough to be close with everyone at once.

I'm happy for tomorrow, to see a close friend that I dont see enough of.. well like. I do in groups. but its not the same.. I need to do more things like that... I have plenty of casual friendships but some I could make a bit more effort with. I dont make enough effort. I'm too lazy.

Hmm. I'm sorry this isnt very interesting. My life isnt terribly eventful.
Will probably be ages till i blog again. Or maybe not. Comment if you wish :)

xxx