So... :)

I haven't blogged in a while...
Last time I attempted to I had someone reading over my shoulder and that didn't work out too well.
hmm.
I have Amara round, been having a lovely day in the sun. Cheekbones feeling slightly burnt though (n)

I love reading blogs, trying to guess who they're about :L
especially when my guesses are always completely wrong. Does make me laugh.
I love how amazing my friends are, I do think I'm rather lucky. I'm just starting to realise how, I really should appreciate the ones that are actually worth my time and effort :)

I make a twat of myself a lot, i do, but... that's life. As long as I can put up with getting the piss taken out of me after I think I should be left to my own accord thanks very much.
I'm glad none of my friends have taken to lecturing me. That would annoy me.
Also, while I'm at it.... I really dislike possessiveness, I don't think I'm the only one that feels like that its just... everyone's their own person. I don't understand it, well I do, but I think it's wrong. Sometimes.

Tbh. You don't need to have one best friend placed above all the rest, or if you do, you don't have to keep reminding everyone. It just pushes people out... Some people need space I think. People get overshadowed like that.

^ That's not aimed at anyone. (Amara just asked) it's just generally. The concept.

I hate being confused. I'm not too much now. But when I am it's the worst thing. I don't like to be put on the spot. I can't think on the spot. And I hate awkwardness. Sometimes. I want to talk... but then I think, why should I make the effort. Why should I be the first one... I hate how things are. Glad I don't have to be around that much :)
Not a nice feeling. But I have my suspicions things aren't going to change.

I'm raaather happy at the moment. Summer's finally actually here.
Also. I love and miss Beth Jones...
Brand New will be nice :D

xxxxxx